I Hate Mark Twain (I've Changed)…

Long I have searched for love, to be stronger,
someday, I swear, our hearts will truly unite and rise from below,
why can't love speak, why can't everyone speak their love willingly?
The world would be better, yet I fear it would be the end.
my heart, my soul, my apocalypse,
eternity knows, knows all darkness and all the worlds hopes,
why wont it stop?!

I always looked forward to yesterday, my dreams and I would merge,
you left, yet I'd follow, the end of the world is near,
nowhere to run, yet you've found everywhere to hide,
I continue my search, twilight follows behind!!!

I only wanted pleasure, the sight of your face,
the light dying in your eyes as twilight draws near,
let me purify my heart in the essence of your love,
let me take you soul and merge it with mine,
I'm not how I've always been…

Too late to cry!!!
Don't try to play it off!!!
I can smell the bullshit from your mouth a mile away!!!
Let me wash that out with a bullet to the fucking head!!!
Let the blood flow out and drown your lies!!!
The wind still blows and I die!!!

I always looked forward to yesterday, my dreams and I would merge,
you left, yet I'd follow, the end of the world is near,
nowhere to run, yet you've found everywhere to hide,
I continue my search, twilight follows behind!!!

I want to forget what I though I loved it most,
until twilight consumes me your face shall haunt me,
I want to obliterate every "God"damn thought about you!!!
For now I shall carry these memories, until they kill me…

I always looked forward to yesterday, my dreams and I would merge,
you left, yet I'd follow, the end of the world is near,
nowhere to run, yet you've found everywhere to hide,
I continue my search, twilight follows behind,
Always!!!
Yesterday!!!
My dreams and I shall never meet,
forever she is gone

~January 14th, 2007